Jeeze sorry about that!! I think you can never really tell were people are coming from unless your face to face as typing any message can seem off at times :D
Idk i just sat there and said what the heck am i throwing myself a pitty party for? get my (bleep) up and just do it! I'm figuring out ways to make caking less stressful, which idk if there going to work we shall see.. Such as freezing cakes, b-c, buying fondant instead of making it.. There are different topics on this i think it will help in many ways! I cant STAND making fondant... growl.... having my nephew who is 10 and lives with me clean and he will get allowance though, that is not a long term situation it will do for now, he loves the idea :D... family and friends support helps alot right now they really do not want to see me give up on my dream after all of the stuff ive been through.. Caking actually helps me when its not stressful... If anyone knows what PMDD is well its your monthly x1000 which makes things SO hard and during that time of the month i tend to want to give up more then anything.... Then i'm back to "norm" lol so i'm going to try some new things to help with that... for me that's the ONLY thing that makes caking hard... seriously i have pulled 8 cakes in a week (by myself) and enjoyed every bit of it... but when its that two weeks of the month caking is pure fricken hell!! ... That got personal quickly lol well hay know you'll know why i'm being a royal snob half of the month PMDD is seriously un-control able but i can maintain when dealing with clients... I just have extra things i need to do... like take a shot lol


















