OMG I can't believe what happened. I still am not sure. My son went to a friends house friday night like he has been doing lately, and sat morning his friends left to go to work and didn't come home until around 8 or 9 tonight. They found him laying on the couch and he was already gone. They think he died earlier in the day and no one was there. I didn't see him the coroner advised me not to. It is so unreal I still feel like it is a nightmare I can't wake up from. I don't think he did it on purpose, but I am thinking that it might of been his muscle relaxers and zoloft combination. He went out to a bar fri night with his sister and her dh, but she said that he only drank a couple of beers. he did tell me a few months ago that his heart was bothering him. His pulse was racing very fast. I don't know if he told the dr about that before they gave him this medication or not. I won't know for awhile until they get the autopsy results back. This is absolutely the worst thing I can imagine to happen. I am still in shock. I can't go to sleep right now, cause every time I close my eyes I start thinking about this. I am just glad He was up here with us for his last few days, fri night I even made him his favorite meal. He loved my meat loaf.I guess I should try to get some rest I will talk to ya'll later.
We are having his funeral thursday
We are having his funeral thursday
